I've been up all night trying to comprehend what has happened. I can't.
Tom is an Atheist but most days I do try to show him that there is a God. Through our discussions, I respect his non-belief and he respects my belief.
My rational to him is that how could it be that we are all put here to build these good relationships and then we are taken away never to see each other again? That just wouldn't make sense. There has to be a bigger plan.
But at 2am this morning, I woke him up to ask him if he really believed there is no God. And he said, I don't know. But, if there was wouldn't you think he could something about this? How could he let this hurt happen.
And as much my heart believes in God today, my head is confused.
Why would he let this hurt happen?