Wednesday, September 30, 2009
I have a million ideas in this head of mine at any given moment.
Tonight, when I was at the dentist, I decided I like the color gray. I was going to come home and start sanding down the kitchen table and paint it. Needless to say, I decided it might be nice to get my husband's opinion before he came home to sawdust.
In my pocketbook today was wood and sandpaper. Just in case I had time, I was going to sand wood, to make earrings.
In my car are about 5 books on totally different subjects.
I joined netflix, but can't sit long enough to watch a movie.
My life is the most structured it has ever been, yet my mind is still scattered with "stuff".
I guess that's because, no matter what, I'm still me.
I mean, I've tried being someone else...but it never worked out. The shoes didn't fit and I was so uncomfortable.
I tell myself all the time, do your hair and make-up. But, yet I still only do it when I have to.
I tell myself, be more organized. But, still, I need Tom to remind me my oil needs to be changed.
Maybe it's time I tell myself, just be you. You can't be anyone else. And if you could, you probably wouldn't be wearing that big smile everyday. You probably wouldn't get your husband to laugh as much. And maybe common sense would make you dull.
Yeah, I think I'll just be me.