So, I started running. I have never run in my life so this is a whole new world for me. I am starting myself off slow and steady. And I am hoping to tone and tighten my wobbly bits.
You know, I have to admit, I wasn't so crazy about 40 at first. I was ok with it. But, not like we were best friends or anything. But, it has slowly grown on me. I am sorta liking it.
Here is how I see it. I spent my twenties wanting to be someone else. I spent my thirties trying to figure out who I was. Now, in my fourties, I am me. Fully. Still growing. Still evolving. But, i am here. Really here.
And while yes I am running, I am no longer running away from me.