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Thursday, February 11, 2010

Ok..

God heard me earlier today! The issue that they thought might be an issue, turned out fine. The girl on the left, she is a-ok!

The girl on the right, which, I thought may have felt something on, they would not mammogram. Why? Because my referral wasn't for that.

Apparently, all your "issues" need a referral. The radiologist said I should have went back to the oncologist and had him write one for the right side. Can you believe I was right there, on that stupid, boob squishing machine, and they wouldn't do it? They sent me home without doing the mammogram.

So, now I get to go back to the oncologist, and then for another mammogram.

My poor, Mom. Putting holy water on my seat and sitting there with an angel in her hand. I am always more scared for her than for me. Before, I went in I told her to worry about what we were going to eat for lunch afterwards. But, I know her. That was the last thing on her mind.

So...

Dear God,

Thank you for making the first half of this mammogram go well. I feel happier. Lighter. Free-er. I was really worried that they were going to find something terrible. And I am really grateful that they didn't.

And, God, can we keep this prayer going until the next visit? This way, the right side will be just as good as the left.

Thank you, Thank you, Thank you...I love my family, my simple world and every extra moment you have given me.

I love you,

Jenn

1 comment:

glenda said...

Hi Jenn,
Thank you for choosing to follow my blog. I am honored that you found something in it that you liked.
I, too, am a cancer survivor..I have been walking around for 13 years with a carcinoid syndrome in my colon, and I have had a double mastectomy because of breast cancer...that's just the facts,mam.
That's to say I have not let it become who I am. And reading your heartfelt prayers, I sure can see that you are a woman of faith. I surely don't know how I would have made it without Jesus by my side. My early diagnosis left me so terrified I could barely function, so I know how you are feeling. Doctors can make you better, they can also make you crazy...so I just finally put it completely in God's hands,He promised to carry my burdens.
I look forward to the day you do a post that says "It's just an M&M that got stuck" grin!!!
and I wish you well.
blessings,
glenda